update.....

I am off the Mag so now I can see and functions somewhat of a normal person! Brynlee is here and so so tiny! I can't hold her yet but I got to pick up her head today and hold her head in my hand! SHe is doing good they tell me and was taken off the cpap ventilator this morning and now I can see more of what she looks like. One of the veins in her little arm ruptured last night and the meds seeped under the skin in her little arm so now that forarm looks kinda like popeye!!! she is jondice and needs special little rockstar glasses while they have the lights on her! I might get to hold her tonight but there are no guarentees but we are crossing our fingers!!
I am doing good and was taken off the magnisum and blood pressure stayed good my plateletts are a little on the low side but said that with good bloodpressure they can handle that! I hope to post pics soon so all of you can see her. Brian said he would post them when he got home! I will be staying in Mesa for the 2 to 3 weeks that she has to stay so I can help supplement her and have one on one contact with her which they say is vital right now!!!!
I miss my kids terribly but know they are in good hands with my awesome motherinlaw and that helps me be able to focus on Brynlee's needs as well as my own. Sleep,pumpand drink water are my orders right now and they don't want me doing much else! but I can't tell you how much better I feel right now! I hope to have pics soon....love to all
tif