Sunday, March 27, 2011

The sweetness of doing nothing!!

I love Italy! I have a weekness for tuscan themes but dont know where to start in adapting this to my house of chaos!! I want to start adapting!! slowly but surely I will have a tuscan tidy house, complete with the music, colors, love, and there famous saying " The sweetness of doing nothing" I could really take this literally!!! and then I awoke from my daydreaming!!!

I feel a little lost in my house!!! In myself!!! Who do I want to become!!! When I was little my answer was a mom, it consumed my every thought, Who would I marry, what would my sweet kids look like, where would I live! Now I am living in my daydream of 20 years ago! I love my life, I love my husband, I love my kids, I love my home!!! I feel like the chaos that we live in and the fast pace of the world we live in has me spinning out of control and Im dizzy!!! I want things to slow down! I want to think daily of what I am grateful and thankful for! Do more things for me and try to be the best mom and wife I can be. this may take some time cause all I know right now is how to be mom to 4 and wife to 1! I know with each day comes the chaos of life but I want to look at it differently!!! I guess look at it with open eyes!!! take it one day at a time in stead of thinking about 3 or 4 days at a time!!!! I think I want a meditation room!!! hhhmmm sounds amazing! I think now I need to wake up and go switch the laundry!!!!

Saturday, March 19, 2011

Brynlee turns one!!!!

Brynlee loved the fact that we were singing to her and she knew just whos day it was!!!! She had the cutest face the whole time we were singing!!! I love this little girl and how much happiness she brings to our little family!!! I love my kids all the sunshine they bring to my life!!! Don't get me wrong their are days I want to throw in the towel and beg for mercy but how can you not love waking up to these beautiful eyes every morning!!!! I just wish they were blinking at me a little after 6 instead of bright and early at 1 or 2!!!! but this wont last long I will miss her letting me rock her to sleep and snuggling!!!! time goes so fast

Thursday, March 17, 2011

One hot chick

Amanda and I have been on a little crafting spree lately!!! we are trying to loose a little weight before we go to California with our good friends Becky Cluff and Stacy Moore to!!! So to keep ourselves from eating we are crafting, fabulous idea eh!!!!
this is just one of the many things coming out of the workshop!!! They turned out so stinkin cute we want to make a bazillion of these and put them EVERYWHERE!!!! I love spring!!!!!