Sunday, March 27, 2011

The sweetness of doing nothing!!

I love Italy! I have a weekness for tuscan themes but dont know where to start in adapting this to my house of chaos!! I want to start adapting!! slowly but surely I will have a tuscan tidy house, complete with the music, colors, love, and there famous saying " The sweetness of doing nothing" I could really take this literally!!! and then I awoke from my daydreaming!!!

I feel a little lost in my house!!! In myself!!! Who do I want to become!!! When I was little my answer was a mom, it consumed my every thought, Who would I marry, what would my sweet kids look like, where would I live! Now I am living in my daydream of 20 years ago! I love my life, I love my husband, I love my kids, I love my home!!! I feel like the chaos that we live in and the fast pace of the world we live in has me spinning out of control and Im dizzy!!! I want things to slow down! I want to think daily of what I am grateful and thankful for! Do more things for me and try to be the best mom and wife I can be. this may take some time cause all I know right now is how to be mom to 4 and wife to 1! I know with each day comes the chaos of life but I want to look at it differently!!! I guess look at it with open eyes!!! take it one day at a time in stead of thinking about 3 or 4 days at a time!!!! I think I want a meditation room!!! hhhmmm sounds amazing! I think now I need to wake up and go switch the laundry!!!!

3 comments:

Allred's said...

Super beautiful post....slowing down is a good idea!

Sue said...

Tifani, you are one of the most amazing wife and mother. It is true, life can make your head spin but you are looking at the cure in the most wonderful way! Yes, take life on day at a time because you are meant for awesome events with your husband and children!!! Just breathe ...... Love you....

Erin said...

You SO need a meditation room!!! That would be awesome. Or maybe a quiet spot outside somewhere that is just your secret little place. When I was in college I used to go to the canal and sit on a cross bridge and just think about my life. To this day, whenever I see that cross brige it takes me back. It was my special little place. That's it... you've inspired me to do that again. I'm going to go sit by the canal one evening in the next week, all by myself! :)