What am I doing.....

I thought for sure that i was going to make this new year the best it could be.  I mean really how hard is that. How hard is it to JUST be happy. I keep telling myself over and over, life is good... Kids are healthy, warm home to come home to, people to love and in return be loved!!
I am happy, I am healthy so what am I doing?  Its not easy being positive all the time and trying to make everyone happy, including yourself. There are days I lay in bed in stead of doing my motherly duties and days I don't always answer the phone when it rings, some days those are hard things to do. Getting up and dressed is a task, am I not grateful for what i have, I AM!! It's just easier to let the kids fend for themselves for breakfast and throw my hair in a bun and NOT do the dishes, or care if the house is a mess.  Depressed, maybe, but you know what....


It's life and

Its what I am doing