Sunday, June 15, 2014

Fathers Day Camping

Friday afternoon it was off to Greens Peak for the Cluff, Rowell,Gardner and mimi and papa families!!  We had a blast!!  Super cold and late night spotlighting, smores and cooking was delish!!!  thanks my family (most of them) we missed the Bryan's and Rex and Kevin, for a very eventful weekend and Happy Father's Day to all those (Dad's) in my life!!!

Tuesday, June 3, 2014

Schools out.....HELP

Those moms that say they are so excited to have their children home all day with them, well, they're lying!! SOrry...but yeah not true....
I am starting an I AM BORED box.  tell me again your bored my little angels.... I have a lot that needs to be done.
Utah 2013

Thursday, January 23, 2014

What am I doing.....

I thought for sure that i was going to make this new year the best it could be.  I mean really how hard is that. How hard is it to JUST be happy. I keep telling myself over and over, life is good... Kids are healthy, warm home to come home to, people to love and in return be loved!!
I am happy, I am healthy so what am I doing?  Its not easy being positive all the time and trying to make everyone happy, including yourself. There are days I lay in bed in stead of doing my motherly duties and days I don't always answer the phone when it rings, some days those are hard things to do. Getting up and dressed is a task, am I not grateful for what i have, I AM!! It's just easier to let the kids fend for themselves for breakfast and throw my hair in a bun and NOT do the dishes, or care if the house is a mess.  Depressed, maybe, but you know what....


It's life and

Its what I am doing

Monday, November 18, 2013

Should I just start over

Its November 18 2013 and my last post was in Feb 2013!!!
Thought about starting over but hey this just goes to show what a year it has been me and the family!!! CRAZy to say the least!!!
Ive been kinda down since my surgery and this nice gaping hole in my groin area is cramping my style!!!  ugh!
I needed something to help lift my spirits and just thinking about blogging and journaling is making me smile! I love to journal and Blog so Im thinking of getting it going again!!! I want to finish the last few books Im working on to get made into books and want to get them done before Dec!!!! so Ill do both!!!!

Monday, February 4, 2013

WHAT.....Its February!!

Ok so not posting till Feb is totally a reflection of how 2013 is going for me!!  I need it to slow down, just a little bit!
This means that this year we are all going to be one year older,My baby starts preschool while my oldest starts High School....ok im back, I just passed out!!!!  As I send my not so little children out the door to face this world I only hope that they remember somewhat of what they are taught while under my watchful care!  Are they listening to my advice and counsel?  Will that make that "right" choice when temptation is in their midst!!
My goal this New Year is to make Home a place of comfort and joy, understanding and Peace!!
This Feb, I am taking each day of the month and writing something I "LOVE" about them on a Heart and taping it to their door(thank you Pinterest) I have seen their little eyes light up as they come in from school and see what the next heart says, Im doing this for Brian too and what a difference it's made in our day to day relationship!!  I love him more and more as the days pass!!  I'm thankful for him and what he brings to our family!!  I couldn't do half the things I do without his support!!  Im one lucky girl. I AM HAPPY

Saturday, December 22, 2012

Christmas bells are ringing......

They are really ringing as times grows closer to Christmas!  Every year I tell myself that I WILL make it less stressful the next year, and that year comes and goes and I find myself just as stressed out as the year before if not more!!!! Why is that!
We are all doing better and on the mend...I think!!!!  Brian is finding out that Hormones are an essential thing to keep at an elevated level in your body!!!  I am finding that if you have your Health then you really do have EVERYTHING!!!  its true....
The kids have all made their lists and the shopping is done!!  
Kaely-Iphone
       boots
      clothes
Cambry-snowboard
       drum set
       new vans
Doyle- BMX Bike
       Lego set
       chocolate lab
Brynlee-Pony
        any thing pink
      ward christmas party 2012
  christmas pictures 2012
Kids are Healthy and Happy...We got this

Monday, December 17, 2012

15 Years ago today......

I was getting ready at my Grandmas house in Mesa with the make up I had just purchased at the nearest Walgreen's...I left mine behind the night before in Safford. I drove down with Brian his parents and my mom.  He slept at Nanny's house!!!  I remember telling him "well this is the last night we sleep alone"!!!  He smiled and winked at me....I was naive...

My friends Nicole and Wendy came over at 5:30 am that morning to help with hair and makeup and calm my jitters.

I go ready and we headed to the Temple!!   I remember standing at the bottom of the steps that lead into the Temple and looking down towards the sidewalk as Brian walked toward me!!  I was excited, scared, and most importantly...IN LOVE!!!


I love you Honey and I'm so excited we get to be together FOREVER!!!