Im in it to lose!!!!!

Licking my fingers is in the past (oct 2010) hahaha


Catchy isn't it!!!

This weight is coming off and with the help of my doTerra friends I know I can do this!!! I'm excited to get healthy and start feeling like myself again! Not that loosing 40 pounds will do all of that but it will help!!! So here it goes! wish me luck

kinda of excited about the fact I don't have to worry about another pregnancy to add back this weight I'm going to lose, but sad i won't be snugglin anymore babies!!! It's a chapter that has come to a close and it was well worth it!! I mean that......

Holy crazy month....batman

my honey was in sooo much pain!!!
my sweet baby girl!
Me and Bryn
my kids loved the pumpkins!!!
picking pumpkins at Apple Annie's Oct 2011
Me and K sue
we were so glad we got daddy for the afternoon
My poor baby!!! Needless to say i totally freaked!! i hated to see her in so much pain!
Papa makes everything better! we LOVE LOVE LOVE papa!! Thanks Dad for coming down to the hospital! That meant a lot! I love you
Publish PostShe had to be sedated! SO we waited and waited for the meds to kick in!!!!
So this last month has been filled with(what else)back problems, Passing kidney stones(Twice) poor Brian now knows what it feels like to be in labor!!! He wanted an epidural!! Stitches for Brynlee (2), Pumpkin patch (twice) Moms BIG Halloween party (very much a spooky success!!! Dont have pics of that but there coming!!!

WORDS TO LIVE BY:

WHAT MATTERS MOST...
HOW WELL YOU LIVED.
HOW WELL YOU LOVED.
HOW WELL YOU LET GO.

Depression and injections......

Say a little prayer for me'... 8 more injections!!! Can u say depression!! But that is looking up too! New meds r working and the fog is lifting!! Just a shout out to my amazingFamily for doing all they could to help me' out!!! I luv u all!!! We r truly blessed with the greatest family and friends!!!! This too shall pass and I am learning to find "Holy places in my Hard times"!!! Luv u all
Tif

washington day one....it was a doozy...but so cool

Kaely almost passed out at the security check point so we had her in the stroller with Bryn the whole time and the minute we hit the plane she was asleep on Cam, Cambry was such a trooper to let her sleep on her for 2 hours!!

Bryn was seriously the BEST baby ever!!! she was soooo good on the flight up!!!

Doyle was a trooper also. right after this pic I threw my phone at Brian and jumped up cause he started throwing up!!! Poor kid

Benedryl in the bottle with the juice will do it everytime. she slept the whole time.
and yes that was okay'd by my Dr.

Here we are after getting the rental car that was too small for all of us and our luggage but once we got rid of the luggage it fit us perfectly!!! The drive from Seattle to Wenatchee was amazing, we couldn't get over how full and lush the trees were. It was goregous!! Doyle had thrown up that morning at 4:30 while waiting in the parking lot for the shuttle! then again on the plane which distracted me and I think I left my camera bag, with the camera and 3 lens's and full of pics on it. I am sick about it!

So Brian is proud of this pic, he loved seeing the construction going on....it's how he roll's!

This is coming up Shawna and Ben's road to their house, at the top on the left is their house and the kids were out in the road waving hystarically as we pulled in!!! We were all so excited

I don't think they knew how to contain themselves and as soon as I got out of the car I jumped all over them......I miss them soooo much! we couldn't believe how cool it was there! 75 was the high the first day we were there!!! it was amazing!!!

HOLY MAZOLY!!!!!

the top pic shows the best color the yellow really is! I am in the process of painting the major rooms in my house this color!! I love it

my little office space

Holy organization!!! she is amazing

So we are back from Washington and we had a blast!! I will blog about that in a bit but first I have to show you what I came home to!
I freaked out!!!!!
Amanda my sweet sweet friend surprised me with an office makeover while I was in Washington and I LOVE IT!!!!!
I just find myself sitting in here, it is so amazing! The yellow in that last photo looks really bright but you get the jist of it!!!!!

Happy fourth of July (America and Benji)

Pics and Posts to come of fun decorations and a birthday bash with some of my favorite peeps!!!